Overall
Overall I had an excellent time. It really was a wonderful experience which I’ll always remember. I really have loved being in S.A. and my brothers and sisters I’ve met will remain in my heart, as will the Anglican Church out there.
So, I think all that’s left to say is Africa’s prayer (which we said each service and on other occasions):
Anglican unity in diversity
We do of course have some things which keep us unified, i.e. our shared history, key theology (i.e. the Creeds), and our focus on tradition, scholarship and reason. So, though there are local differences, we are unified.
Unity in diversity is certainly not easy. So, as the accepted norms are V different in different cultures, this is currently held in tension in the Anglican communion.
Unfortunately, I feel that this strength of Anglicanism is currently being attempted to be stamped out. I am referring of course, to the current debate about homosexuality and gender. By taking into account all we are meant to when assessing situations (i.e. taking into account our tradition, scholarship and reason, while of course listening to God guiding us), our cultural context compels us to marry same sex couples in Christian services and to consecrate women and those in same sex relationships as Bishops. Unfortunately, S.An culture doesn’t currently feel the same and we should agree to disagree and so we should get on with living our lives, our faith, as we should, as God calls us to. If our African brothers and sisters choose to spilt from us, this is of course a sad thing, but is it not sadder to deny our context, our culture, what it means to be an Anglican, our beliefs, our way of life, and even our calling from God? For this is surely what we are doing when we fail to express our Christian faith and belief accurately and culturally by not moving forward with blessing same sex unions and consecrating women and those in same sex unions as Bishops.
How can we ignore our consciences by waiting any longer to do so? We are compelled to do so and by not doing so we should not be surprised that many people (and young people especially) in today’s modern society express their faith in their own way independent of the Anglican Church and Christianity. By not doing so, we have made, and are continuing to make, ourselves culturally inaccessible to many within the UK today. More than this, we are committing the sin of being hypocrites by preaching God's egalitarian love but failing to live up to this in practice.
The time to move forward is now. The Church needs to be a current expression of Christian faith in today’s current society. It needs to be a local expression of faith, belief and behaviour, within a wider diverse Christian faith. We have always been united in diversity, why now should we let people from other cultures manipulate us into thinking we can no longer have this unity in diversity? We can, and we should. And more importantly, we can and we should while moving forward with our culture, our beliefs, our faith and our mission from God.
CONTEXT
With this in mind then, I find it odd that S.Ans don’t want us English people to do theology in our context –see above post.
S.An culture and me
Anglican Studies
3 for the price of 1 and Fungayi's jokes
Also I feel I must share a joke Fungayi said continually throughout our time in S.A., especially in the Form G -every time anyone said 'thank you very much', he said 'it's not march, it's April' or whatever month it is! In fact he said this to Dom and I as soon as we arrived at COTT and as he was 1 of the first people we met it was a bit odd, especially as we didn't understand the joke until he explained it to us over a month later!!
Random Quotes
From a student: Where is holiness in a mosquito?
Form a lecturer: Nothing you say is wrong. But not everything you say is right.
Nothing includes the Roman Catholic Church.
Fungayi: God doesn't own a photocopier.
This is the last time I'll prepare notes, unless the Spirit of the Lord comes upon me heavily.
Others: Defeated by a plate of chips!
Happy Birthday to You
1 Church even added a third verse of 'God bless you today, God bless you today, God bless you and keep you, Lord bless you always.'
Reading
Photo's
Interestingly though, naturally they didn't smile when a photo was taken of them, meaning we had to take several until we got 1 of them smiling and sometimes even with several we didn't!
Also on the subject, many had, of course, never used a digital camera before. And many didn't have any photo of themselves, meaning we took some of people and then emailed it to them and/or printed it off for them. Many also wanted a copy of the photo of them with us, so that they could show their families at home what their white English friends looked like!
People
This is Mpilisi (pronounced 'm-pill-easy') who's room was next door to ours. He took quite a shine to me and always sat next to me and spoke to me. At first it was a bit weird really but I'm sure he meant it in the mood of hospitality. He really wanted a tonsure clerical collar shirt but they are £100 in S.A. and only £25 in the UK so I've ordered 1 for him and will post it when it arrives. Somewhat unexpectedly, he could play the drums!
This is Monde who was hilarious! He was in my Form G, and only had to open his mouth and we burst out laughing! He didnt appear to take much seriously at all! This is Nonto who was quite sweet and often chatted to us. She was the assistant sacristan.
This is Mninawe (pronounced as 'min-are-way') who was also known as Gift. He was a V quiet person!
This is Brent who was also a V kind person who always took time to ask how we were. He is also 1 of the families who had us over for a wonderful English breakfast!
This is Sanele. He was quite funny and was the main man behind the Friday evening action DVD's we watched.
This is Gregory, or Bishop Gregory as his nickname at COTT was! He was someone I spent much time with and got to know V well. He was V kind to me and often organised things for us or checked how we were doing. He was in my Form G and was also funny! And he had an amazing, deep singing voice.
This is Fr.Percy who taught my 'Implementing Transformation in a Community Using Christian Principles' which I've referred to in a previous post and 'Christianity in Africa' where he was arguing that Christianity could be seen as an African religion. He was also studying for a Masters.
This is Swazi and his family. He was a nice, quiet man. He was in my Form G and was also the man I borrowed a cassock from!
This is Ntombekhaya (pronounced 'n-tom-bek-a') -a quiet lady in my Form G,but she liked to laugh when someone made a joke!, a lady whose name I never knew because she never spoke to us, me, and Kea -a nice lady.This is Nkosikhona (pronounced 'co-sea-cone-a') or just Nkosi for short. He was a funny chap in an odd way! He also became quite a friend. He was always running around and making chicken noises and the like! In chapel we often sang 'Khosi Khosi' to the marimbas and as its said the same way as his name, Dom and I sang it when we saw him! He was V happy when we taught him 'If your Happy and you know it'! -In fact we later taught a group of students 'If you're happy and you know it' as they asked us for an English chorus and it was all we could think of!! Dom also began to sing to them 'If I was a fuzzy-wuzzy bear', at which point we fell about laughing!!
This is Albert, Jokobo -in my Form G but only came half the time, he always had a long point to make in class which was often challenging what had been said!, Lundi -quite a quiet person, Nkosi, and Godukile -who was a V funny man indeed! In this pic from left to right starting on the back row is: Vicente -a guy from Mozambique, Albert, Simphiwe -the Communications Officer at COTT, Fanafoot, Swazi's wife and boy, Onkabetse (also known as 'Edward') -a kind man who was the Kitchen Liaison Officer so he always got most food!, Luthando. And on the front row: Brent, Mpilisi, Dom, Lyand, me, Swazi, and Vernon.Goodbye comments
Dom, Jon and I left everyone at COTT a communal a thank you card saying it had been a privilege getting to know them+spending time in the life of COTT. We said we’d had a wonderful time+that they’d forever be in our hearts. We also thanked them for sharing and for the laughs.
‘We don’t need no education’
Ok I’ll stop ranting and get on with my point, which is, that though there are problems with our current education system, at least all children get educated to the (supposedly) same standard, free of charge. In S.A. they are not so lucky and so those who can’t afford it do not go to school at all.
Because of this, the lectures we went to at COTT were V basic and more often than not were things we already knew. Interestingly though, there lectures weren’t in the same style as ours with the teacher imparting you their knowledge, but the whole class participated. Sometimes this meant the lecture went completely off the point! Dom and I also ended up in the role of helping others with their work, e.g. typing working for them, reading through essays, and checking essay plans. We also helped the teachers out, e.g. 1 time Fr.Percy was trying to explain overt investigations and pervert investigations, so we told him he meant ‘covert’ not pervert! Another time Fr.Isias thought transsexual meant beyond sex, i.e. they had transcended gender, and I helped another student explain this wasn’t was a transsexual was at all! And another time, after Fr.Percy spent ages trying to explain something to Gregory, I helped out and Gregory looked at Fr.Percy and said ‘why didn’t you say that to begin with’ and a separate time I helped a visiting lecturer out who got himself in a pickle explaining something and when I helped out he thanked me ‘for getting him out of that one!’
So, on reflection our education system doesn’t seem isn’t completely bad because at least we all learn something!
Money doesn’t buy happiness
1) Money certainly doesn’t buy happiness,
2) Money could help towards some of S.As problems.
Back to the first point –The S.A. people I met and interacted with seemed vastly more happy than people in England. They laughed ALL the time. Honestly I’ve never laughed so much as when I was out there! At least once a day you’d be literally laughing out loud, whereas at home you can go well over a week without doing that! Furthermore, I’m sure we moan much more than they do!
Despite this cheerfulness S.Ans often display though, there did seem to be many problems in S.A. and I’m sure some of these could be helped by money. With regards health, there was a lack of hospitals and medication. With regards education, there’s a lack of free schools. With regards basic necessities, there’s a lack of availability of clean water. And so on, and so on. It really is shocking to me then that as a nation we’ve not sought to eradicate such problems. I know money won’t solve all problems but it really could do a start, and when we as a country spend our money on sending soldiers into other countries to kill, rather than sending money to help cure ill children, it really is a sad sad time.
HIV/Aids
It really can’t help when powerful people, such as the their President Jacob Zuma, openly admit they don’t wear condoms when they sleep with people who they know have it –recently he openly stated that he slept with a prostitute who he knew had the illness and he didn’t use a condom but he did have a shower afterwards! What an idiot! And I don’t mean just what an idiot because he could be spreading the illness personally, but what an idiot because as president he is a leading, influential powerful man who others may imitate and (by saying what he did) he doesn’t seem to have any care for that and so is basically encouraging others to do the same and therefore probably catch and spread the disease too. (Interestingly, Zuma wont admit publically if he has HIV/Aids or not, leading me to suspect he has)
The other main problem is that there is still such a stigma related to the disease so people don’t want to talk about it at all. The Anglican Church out there is trying to work against this and so encouraging their ministers to teach about how to prevent catching it and also to encourage others not to discriminate against those who do have it. There is currently an effort within the Church called ‘Know your Status’, encouraging Christians to know their status with regards HIV/Aids as many people don’t even know if they have it or not. The Church is creating days where people can be tested freely and there are pictures up of such days with people like Bishops being tested. Sadly though, some Christians do not want to talk about the illness, condoms or sex at all within the Church.
(Another problem which wasn’t talked about but which I suspect (after witnessing life out there, especially beliefs and values) happens out there, is that some from more traditional cultures still carry an old-fashioned sexist view of sexual relationships –i.e. that the sexual part of a relationship is purely for procreation and/or the male to enjoy at the woman’s expense, so, for a woman in a relationship to rejected the offer of sex or to ask the man to wear a condom, is virtually unthinkable. Some women I met from more traditional African cultures were adamant that they never wanted to get married and I suspect this was because they knew marriage would mean an expectation of a subservient and domestic role in all aspects of their life.
This is a generalisation though and by no means do all feel like that.)
So it is of course good that education about HIV/Aids is happening, though of course this needs to continue and much more needs to be done. I also hope though, that something is being done to empower young people, particularly women related to issues of sex and sexuality.
Thankfully the Church, at least, recognises it’s not too late to start reducing the amount of people who contract such a disease and so are doing their best and working towards real changes. Let hope this continues.
Hotel Rwanda
It was one of the hardest films I’ve ever had to watch and England as a nation didn’t come off V well in it so I felt somewhat awkward at times sat there –not that anyone said anything though. It really reminded me more strongly how awful it is when we positively discriminate ourselves, i.e. the English government sent people in to save the English but left the Tutsi's, including many childnre, and others there to die horribly.
It’s like, when a news story says something like ‘100 people died in the earthquake, including 6 English people’. I hate that! As if the English people are somehow worth more than the other people and are more important than them. Honestly I really hate it, I would rather they just said ‘100 people died in the earthquake.’ We are all people at the end of the day, all God’s creation, whether Jew or Greek, slave or free, male or female, English or African, heterosexual or homosexual, small or tall, academic or industrial, or even those in-between such as transsexual, English Africans, bisexuals, medium built people, etc...I think you get the point!
Random observations
Their animals are not penned in, so that cows + donkeys (like their cats + dogs) wander around anywhere without any people/farmers with them.
People wear their best clothes to Church, some of which look like they cost as much as their houses.
People walk along the road, even when there is a free path next to them.
S.Ans don't seem to understand sarcasm.
S.Ans often don't wear shoes, even when playing sport, in chapel and sometimes when going out!
Lots of people were small, especially the guys. You can see this if you look at my pics of me and Jon with some of the people we spent time with, such as Titus, Swazi, and Sefularo (see photos in an above post).
People drive V close to pedestrians. As many pedestrians are on the road or the side of the road, we often drove past people at great speeds only missing them by less than a foot, without anyone jumping or even appearing to notice!
The weather changes quickly, so that one day it can be 18oC and the next day be 38oC!
Many towns had English names, such as Colchester, Newcastle, and even, an apparently small place, called George!
The radio played old English songs from the 90’s!
People often have Christian messages on their T-Shirts or cars (see below)
Friendliness
Travelling, trains and cars
The public transport isn’t as available as ours either, so there are few busses and trains. The buses aren’t overly reliable either and we heard stories about buses on long journeys turning up hours late and stopping on route for a toilet stop only to drive off leaving some passengers there!! The trains are generally thought to be V dangerous too and most people we met wont travel on them for fear of dying! All this means that many people hitchhike or walk long distances as it’s there only way to get where they want, and often the only way they can afford to get where they want too. Indeed, on the last day of term several people hitchhiked home, such as Mpilisi and Gregory –despite the fact you also hear stories about people being attacked as hitchhikers or by hitchhikers, so it isn’t 100% safe either!
Jon and I actually got a train at Cape Town after seeing the train station and that it all looked ok, we got a first class ticket (called ‘MetroPlus) for less than £2.50 each and I’m glad we did as the first class was like our London tube! There was graffiti and rubbish on the seats, etc (see pic). We were also treated to some entertainment during the journey, which seemed to be common place. E.G. various people walked down the carriages singing or playing the guitar and collecting money for this, others were preaching, and others were selling things such as food, drink and also, weirdly, glue!! One comical moment was when a lady was preaching and suddenly the train stopped and mid flow she asked what stop it was and hopped off, it was like ‘you must turn to Jesus and repent. Oh this is my stop, I’ve got to go, but keep thinking about Jesus!’.
African cultural religion
Transformation and Development
Communal vs. Individual
Due to this different way of viewing life though, I felt some of the hymns they use from the UK didn’t actually fit well into this context. E.G. We sang, several times, ‘My Jesus, My Saviour’ and to me it seemed V misplaced with its emphasis on ‘my’ rather than ‘our’.
TV
Rape
Marriage and kids
It is all linked though to their strong views of community and their high regard for their ancestors. To not find anyone who wants to marry you is like being rejected from the community, and if you have no children then when you die there is no–one to remember you and therefore you have really died unlike the ancestors who are remembered and therefore who still live. To remain unmarried or without children then is an awful punishment.
Noise and quietness!
Sport
Church organisation
Here is a pic of Dom and I with him, taken at the end of the first week -this was the last time we saw him as he left the next day.
JZ
However, we did hear from someone that they, and others, liked the white government they had before though they didn’t like the apartheid. They said that they wish everything else kept the same as the white government had ruled, apart from just removing the apartheid.
Good health
Health and safety and cleanliness
The second issue slightly related to this is the lack of cleanliness which I found quite worrying indeed! When we moved into the little flat at COTT, though the bedsheets were clean, I’m not sure much else had been cleaned! E.G. See the close up pic of my bedside table below. Also the bath was yellow inside instead of white and when you filled it with water and sat in it,it smelled really quite bad! Dom and I found some bathroom cleaner from Pick ‘n’ Pay, it took literally ages of really hard scrubbing to get it off, leaving me to wander if the bath had ever been cleaned at all! Finally, with regards our flat, it was never cleaned during the 3months we were there, while of course we could now clean the bathroom, we couldn’t hoover as we didn’t have a hoover despite trying our best to find one. This lack of cleanliness was also present in individuals as several of them smelt quite bad and many wore the same clothes all week despite the incredible heat and therefore sweating.
I guess it just goes to show that what is important to us, is not as important to others.
3 Point Stoles
England is primitive!
No panto! Oh yes there is! Oh no there isn't!
Meat and Vegetarianism
As for meat, it was the staple diet of those from the more traditional S.As cultures and so they did not consider a vegetarian meal to be a full meal at all. Also linked to cultural views, was the fact that some of them wouldn’t eat certain meats. I can’t remember who ate what, but some cultures wouldn’t eat pork, whereas others wouldn’t eat beef, and some wouldn’t eat pork or beef! So there was always a chicken alternative to cater for these. At first I thought this as odd and wanted to know why they wouldn’t eat certain meat, but found most unable to answer this question. I later realised it wasn’t that odd at all, as we don’t eat, for example, donkey, but there is no reason why we don’t. However, if I went to a place where they did eat donkey, then I too would, whereas these people wouldn’t ever eat pork or beef.
Most meat was served on the bone and was eaten with fingers. All the meat was eaten. E.G. If you had a chicken drumstick, just 2 completely clean bones would be left on the plate, with the rest being eaten, the ends, the cartilage, the pink bits of meat, the grey bits of meat, ALL of it! The bones were also sucked and some even gnawed on them, therefore eating much of the bones as well.
Food!!!
Other food they all loved is pap, braiis, ‘cooldrinks’ (i.e. fizzy drinks), samp (a kind of milky ricey thing, see pic!) and fat cookies which were like sweet bread rolls and were really nice but we only had them twice!!
Much S.An food was made from ‘mielie-meal’ which is sweet-corn but not as we know it! Its a white variety of sweet-corn and was made into a coarse flour which was then made into all sorts of things, including pap, samp, +porridge.
Other common or interesting foods eaten in S.A. were Twizza (a fizzy drink), pineapple fanta, Symba’s crisps and nuts, and different Cadburys chocolate including Whispers which are Cadbury’s maltersers! Spurs and Steers were 2 places I loved to eat at, Steers as it had the delicious (and cheap!) ice-cream (see below pic!) and Spur as it did excellent (and also quite cheap) burgers and ribs, yum yum!!
English exchange
Interestingly, Titus also told me on a couple of occasions that English people seem to always fit in S.A. life quickly, whereas American’s don’t!
The UK
I guess, all in all, we don’t realise how lucky we are.